Ach Cailìn

Today, August 28th, a Thursday, I have found out that I am expecting a baby. Considering I am starting my second year of college, am not married and have no job, this baby is not something I expected, or eve, if I might say, wanted - at the moment. Having a baby was definitely on my to do list, however, it was for much later in life, maybe 4 or 5 years from now.
However, as I have had time to prcoess this new revelation, I have come to terms with it. I am, in fact, rather excited. At this moment, I have a living things growing inside my body that I am responsible for the growth and wellbeing.
I was afraid to tell Tyler, but when I told him, he seemed shocked but rather excited as well. We've talked a lot about the situation and have come to figure out a lot.
If I calculate properly, I am due end of April, beginning of May. Which means school will be done. I may not be able to finish the last two or three weeks in class, however, upon talking to my teachers, things will sort themselves out. As for the no job aspect, Tyler has assured me that he can hold the fort until I am able to secure something form home while I take care of the baby. Which I doing on my own free will. I can't bare the thought of having to rely on anyone, even if he is my soon-to-be husband.
So Ella May or Liam John is a welcome addition to our family, however unexpected.