Ach Cailìn

I'm feeling really shitty these days. I'm not really sure why. I am angry and irritable. I can't sleep, I can't eat properly. I just don't...feel right. Everything seems to fragile to me, everything so breakable and I feel on edge. Stress is a huge factor in my life and I find myself taking my anger out on the people I love the most. I'm feeling ashamed and sad, and just generally...bad. I hate feeling like this.
It's probably my stress level and the weather, but I hate this feeling. I want it all to go away. I wish I could sleep winter away and wake up in the spring. If only....