Ach Cailìn

Well, I have officially maxed out. The stress, the emotions, the feelings, they've all gotten to me and I had a break down last night. I cried harder than I have in a long time. I cried to my old friends, I cried to my old life, for the baby I don't have, for the stress of school, for the change of life. I cried long and hard. And when I was done, I went to a friend's place who helped me put my life back into perspective. I now see the error of my ways, I see how my life is and I know that this is what I want. I want to be who I am and I want what I have coming to me in life. I want it all and now that I have decided that, I can have it. :)